Luke came after he got done with work and sat with a book and a beverage for a good part of the night. I could go over and spend time with him whenever I wanted and give him kisses galore. We ate dinner together and talked with people and just got to have some really nice time together. My boss loves him, having worked with him previously, and let him stick around even after we closed. He said he wouldn�t mind having to be there a few evenings a week, so that makes me happy. We got to take home a ton of day olds from the freezer, so I have snacks and brekkie for a while.

On the way home, I finally got to tell Luke about my nightmares lately and I couldn�t help but cry. I had a few false starts where I started to tell him but choked up and had to stop, but it had to come out. He assured me that nothing would ever happen in the way of us being apart, that he will be with me always and forever.

As a total aside, though, I just read this and it�s really worth the time. It�s a different perspective on the whole porn issue and proves that even for men, it�s not all it�s often cracked up to be.